THANK YOU FOR EXISTING

My choice was right. Believing in all of you that your music is worth to listen. From We Are Bulletproof pt.2 to Young Forever. It's been fun to know you guys. Can't wait for next!

Dream, Hope, Forward🎡:

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It's been a while.

It has been more than a year i haven't got the chance to write on this blog. New things has come up. New journey has been begin. Hello to nobody.

My last sip

Having this moolatte greentea yesterday evening. I didn't expect to be that tasty. Basically, it just tasted as a common grentea blended. But, i think it's worth it to buy. Except.........the price is quite expensive. At least, for me hahaaha. It's Rp 40.000/each.
Thank God, my brother paid it.
And so this one become the last blended drinks i had drunk in 2014.

It's really hard to sleep

Fuck with the title. Haha sorry.
Been sooo long to write something in here again. So this week i'll be a senior! Yea.......yes i'm getting older (?)
After a very long break after the ied, the school, my school, will be started and (thank God) i've passed the junior year and now i'm a senior.
Thougts about the future is coming to my mind in a scary (?) way. I mean, i still am not sure about my future. About my future life. I still haven't made up my mind which major i'd like to take after (inshaaAllah) graduating the senior high.
When i was in my first year in the high school, i was choosing 'graphic designer' to filling the ambition blank in a psychology test (i think almost all the senior high in Indonesia have thisskind of test). But now, i'm not sure. Really. Why? Because i can't draw. In a software or even in a paper.
Anyway, there is this one thing. One thing that i really want to be THAT one. But i think my insecurity doesn't let me be one. At least for now. Xoxo.

Dream is Better Than Reality

Society makes me sick.
I'm almost 17. I'm not mature enough. I have made many mistakes in my life.
People say, it's okay to make mistakes. So you won't make the same one again in the future.
But, if it makes us feeling insecure? Afraid? Sick??!!
Gosh.

Days

I bet this time of night you're still up.
I bet you're tired from a long hard week.
I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city.
And I bet sometimes you wonder about me.

- Almost Do (by Taylor Swift)


Hell-oooooooooo
It's been a quite some time taking me to write here again. Yeaaay.
School, friends, family, and society have been going on as usual.
Though last week, i visited Kuala Lumpur for taking some health check-up-kind-of-thing.
It supposed to be some days for the checking up things, but hell yes it was only taking a day.
So, me and mom have 3 days unplanned vacation.
It was great. Extremely great. 

And then, Monday started calling my name.
It means that i should go back to school.
No, i like the people there.
I just don't really want to go to 'school'.
But that's not a thing that i can decide on my own.
Weather i want it or i don't want it, i must go to school.
It's my priority.
At least, for now. 

Talking about the future, i still am not really sure what university should i take or what faculty.
Studying abroad has been my dream for a quite some time.
Just kidding.
For a long time.
Idk. I just want to live away from my hometown.
Or maybe, because of some movies which i had watched that have many great, cool, nice spots that making me want to live there.
My family even my friends know this. 
Talking about the future, scares me. 

Xo. Have a goodnight.

I got tricked

I thought this starbucks' cotton candy will almost taste like marshmallow slurpy that sold in seven eleven. I got tricked because of the color. Hmph.