New journey doesn't mean new book

So, it's been a very long time i guess since the last time i published a posting. Idk. I mean i'm not very sure why. Maybe because i just don't feel to write? Hahaha. Though i, myself, know that perhaps no one interested to read my post. Anyway, Happy New Year!!! Yeay. Hahaha frankly i don't want to end 2013:( i just feel it was so fast to reach the finish line. So i'm hoping that 2014 will be a long journey. Well, me and myself don't really know what i'll be doing except for school and school and exams this year. But i think that it will be the same as what i did last year. But, who knows. Only God knows, right? Now i'm trying to be religious -__- hahaha.
Everyone has their own hope and expectation for what will happen to them in 2014. But, i just..........myself just thinking that not to give many expectations for 2014. Because i feel like i failed the 2013. Idk. Being a teenager is all about hesitation, doesn't it? Maybe this year i should learn about myself a lil bit more to be a better person for me and for everyone around me. I'm just hoping that the more journey i've travelled, the more wiser i become. So i can make best choices later. Everyone wants the best out of the best, right? Hahaha don't need to agree that if you don't think the same as i am, it's just my own opinion.
And now i feel 'greedy' talking about myself. I hope my family and my friends will have a better journey in this year than the one they had last year. I hope for everyone i love-to-the-moon-and-back will always cherish what God has gave us and live their lives peacefully. And that's all my hopes. Thanks for any of you who gives your time to read this, and i hope you'll have your own wonderful journey. Happy new year!

- Story of My Life (by One Direction)

Zayn's voice when he sings this part is always killing me.

Yup, it's my hand:)

It's a cold cold world out there.

 Semester-exam has come.
Tomorrow i'll have fashion-exam. I have a kind of fashion or dressmaking class at my school. Well, it's kinda a choice. You may choose it or not. At the first year, i chose cooking class. But, because it got disbanded so now in my second year i choose the fashion class.
I kinda like love fashion. But, maybe, right now, it's more about the clothes. I mean......i love clothes. Shirts, t-shirts, dresses, jeans, trousers, and things like that. If i think it's cute, i'll like it (?) hahaha
But, i think almost all of girls love clothes. And some love fashion.
I'm not that kind of girl who buys something only because of its brand. But that doesn't make me hate branded things, or clothes. Sometimes, i love it too. I feel the enjoyable of wearing it. (??)
I know Coco Chanel, Louis Vuitton, Marc Jacobs, but none of them haven't become my inspiration yet. Why? Because i just know that they have famous brands, only. I don't know how they got themselves achieved their successes, and things like that.
I know them because i read a fashion magz..........but i don't really think that it's only about fashion because there are many good pages outside the fashion stuffs too. It's really good. I think many girls in Indonesia read it, it's called Gogirl! Magazine (yes, the exclamation mark is part of the title. fyi.)
Do i follow the trend?
No. Not sure. Maybe. Probably.
Not really.
If i like it, if it's comfort, (i think) i'll wear it. Simple, right?
But......if i like it very very very much though i don't really feel comfortable to wear it, i think i'll still wear it.........Sorry.
Fyi, i really love cute or adorable clothes with low prices. Thank you.

- Miracles in December (by exo)

I do not own the photo.

The quote was taken from exo's song which is stated above.

I just want to share this.

*Well.....i haven't mention about exo before.

For the last (about) 6 months, i've been following them. I mean.....their songs, videos, and things like that.

Until now, i just like them. they're adorable. 

The Story of My Life, I Take Her Home.

I think you know what song that the title was taken, rite?

Well, this post will not be a story about those five handsome boys. Sorry.

I just want to tell you a story about, me. Yup, me. 

I'm 16 almost 17 year old girl. I have dark circles around my eyes. But, i think not many people notice it, perhaps because i wear glasses. My aunt said, this is a family gen kind of thing, er? 

Now i'm in the second year of High School. My school is a kind of private school. And only for muslims. Oh ya, I'm a muslim :)

Though i'm still not that really religious one haha. 

I think i'm not that type of girl who doesn't really get along with everyone, in fact i found some cool but kinda weirdo girls who soon be my close friends, or best friends? You know what i'm sayin rite?

Well, i found some of that type of weirdo human being too in Junior High School, even in Elementary School. I love them to the moon. Sorry for being "ew". hahaha

But that doesn't mean that i'm the type of an easy going one. Why? Because, when i feel something's not right, i try to make it right. Though i'm not that really "care" kind of person, but sometimes i do care about particular things.

I love to make friends too. I mean, i love to socialize. I like to meet kind of person that i've never met before in my life. Able to add new stuffs in your life is kind of gift from the Lord, you know.

Perhaps that's why i love many things, random things actually, hahaha. 

If i like it, i will like it. for sure. no need for other reasons. 

I love movies.

I love music(s).

I love to read wonderful quotes from novel or the internet.

I love food.

I love to sing.

I love Real Madrid.

I love Iker Casillas

I love Bigbang.
I love converse.
I love clothes.
I kinda love fashion.

I love those cool but weirdo people.

I love to socialize.

I love to lie in bed doing nothing (lol).

I love a guy.

Ups.

Hahaha 

I'm 16 and there's nothing wrong to like someone, right? 

Though i don't know if he remembers me. 

Well, we're in the same school. But............i don't know how. 

I've never been in a relationship before, honestly. Hahaha:( 

Loooooooool. Sorry.

Have you ever feel your heart beats faster than before? Even when you're only checking his ask.fm? 

Honestly, i just found out that he's a nice guy. I thought that he's that kind of guy who gives a shit to every girls around. I'm just trying to say what i thought about him before. 

He's nice guy. And now i know. 

So.............this is the end of the post.

This is officially my first page of this journal, i guess hahaha.

xo

Someone needs to say hello?

Hello! or Hi? Hola! or Halo?
This isn't my first time making a blog, honestly. lol
This can be the 100 times? Hahahaha jk.

English isn't my first language. I'm Indonesian who lives here, in Indonesia. In a metropolitan city which is the third biggest city in Indonesia, that is Medan.
Well, this soon will be the first post in this blog so i'm not trying to tell you about my city.

Okay. I think everyone has their own purpose why they decided to make a blog. Well, i have one too.
As i said before, i had made some blogs before this one, but.....not even one worked as i wish hahaha. Or maybe it was because i didn't really understand how to "use" blog appropriately (?)
Though i "am" still learning to use it appropriately (hahaha) but now i think i should start to write my own blog.
Besides, i want to improve my English too! So, here i hope, i will write most of my posting in English. But it's still possible if i'll write in Indonesian too, hehehe.
What kind of a blog is my blog?
Hmm i want this blog to be like a journal, my own journal. And i want it to be filled with stuffs that i interest in.

Please note that, my English isn't really well, but i'm learning to make it better. So, it's a big possibilities that i will make some mistakes. And please don't look really close to my grammar, even the native one doesn't really good at their own grammar. :)

Peace out!